The Lords prayer

I ask myself from the darkest corner of the furthest spot in my mind:

What's come of thee?

Why choose this path?

Doest thou think I'm out of time?

It's worth it.

I beg the lord, as I flow with tears, to make this right one day.

I kneel down, on my humility, and fold my hands and pray.

God make this right

God make this right

I intend to pay whats due

I beg you Lord

high above

show me what to do

For here I stand

With a broken heart

searching for peace within

And asking you

from all my soul

forgive me of my sins

Amen.

A soft prayer

As if begging for forgiveness  
For falling in love
Had cast a spell
From high above
We always prayed
But never thought 
That what would come 
Would begin with draught     
Can we make our way?
We soon shall see
For there is no eye
In the spelling of we      
I bless this love
And I beg for light 
To guide our spirits
As they take flight

Not lost

I always thought I was to fly with the angels 
until I abandoned my perfect wings
I hear the words from distant voices
from the memories as they sing
My heart is filled with compassion 
and my spirit embraces love
but that dream that I had 
from long ago 
is hidden in clouds above
Still, I hold a visions of hope in the strongest part of my mind
Ill never give up on that distant dream
regardless of its time
I beg the Lord
high above 
who sees what I have done
forgive me father
for I have sinned
but I shall fight 
until I have won.

True story....

She spreads her wings with a glorious smile and not an ounce of fear in her gaze.
Her eyes tell stories lips wont speak as they pierce through clouds and haze.
A peculiar being she can be Sharper than any blade.
With exterior walls of beauty and mystique Protecting her inner shade.
No shame in her game as she makes her way, Paving the road to her bliss.
While looking ahead she ponders her paths, Sealing them shut with a kiss.
Her final destination
Known only by her
Is hidden is where she will keep The map to her future with her dangerous climbs
She'll conquer however so steep

Thunder and battle

A thousand cloudy thoughts have drifted into my mind.

Of course, this is a familiar storm.

The crashing of thunder and lightning has already riddled my head and I await the sunshine.

Though I know I am safe, I worry about you.

I worry a lot.

For me, love comes only in the strongest form and this has always been a great puzzle.

I can picture you when close my eyes.

My ears turn off and Your silhouette comes into view.

I feel your soul.

I see your broken smile and it cuts deep into the furthest corner of my heart, bleeding me of my emotions.

I want to make it cease.

I want it to stop.

If not I shall confront it head on like a battle in the times of great generals...My own internal civil war.

But the challenge has just begun.

I will find a way to make the peace I long for so badly.

I will find a way.

Until this day comes, I send the remainder of my strength and the purest of wisdom to heal what hurts the most, the reflection of my heart within you. 

Lifetimes

Dear Soul Mate from a different time:

Though you and I are not as one

I feel you in my heart

I've watched our spirits intertwine

They harmonized from the start

The essence of your loving eyes

Forever holds my view

The care that I share for the greatest of good 

Mirrors directly off of you

Not in this life, but in that of the next 

I pray for whats to come

I have asked the Lord, creator on high

To allow us to be one

Though it might seem too farfetched 

We will someday be

Sometimes our dreams can be our path

To connect us with reality 

October's Prayer

Lord I ask for strength

I ask to gain your trust

I ask to perform the actions

I'll carry the cross I must

Lord I ask for courage

I ask to confront my fear

I ask to be healed deep within

I'll protect whom I hold dear

Lord I ask for Mercy

My heart was once so cold

I accept which I have done so wrong

And I surrender for you my soul

Lord I ask for forgiveness

For the mistakes that I have made

I promise to share only positive thoughts

And wisdom through roads I pave