A
thousand cloudy thoughts have drifted into my mind.
Of
course, this is a familiar storm.
The
crashing of thunder and lightning has already riddled my head and I
await the sunshine.
Though
I know I am safe, I worry about you.
I
worry a lot.
For
me, love comes only in the strongest form and this has always been a
great puzzle.
I
can picture you when close my eyes.
My
ears turn off and Your silhouette comes into view.
I
feel your soul.
I
see your broken smile and it cuts deep into the furthest corner of my
heart, bleeding me of my emotions.
I
want to make it cease.
I
want it to stop.
If
not I shall confront it head on like a battle in the times of great
generals...My own internal civil war.
But
the challenge has just begun.
I
will find a way to make the peace I long for so badly.
I
will find a way.
Until
this day comes, I send the remainder of my strength and the purest of
wisdom to heal what hurts the most, the reflection of my heart within
you.