To someone I once knew

I just took a leap
I saw the old eyes
The past was upon me
And sharply disguised
While the canvas was dirty
The paint was fresh
Markings on the skin
Were deeper than flesh
It was sudden for me
My mind went a blaze
Thoughts went soaring
My vision was dazed
Im drawn towards this
What I cant have
If it lies out of reach
Believe that I'll grab