Redemption

The anticipation,

The train of thought

Did I win this battle

Or have I lost

I've dreamt of this moment for ages it seems

But reality differs from my deepest dreams

Am I free to indulge in the crop I have reaped

Or was there poison laced in some of the seeds

The trembling

The feeling of wroth

Did I win this battle

Or have I lost

It is no surprise I have chosen this path

For the pleasures conceived have blinded the wrath

I imagined a bliss without the regrets

Yet now I am filled with the will to forget

Did I win this battle

Or have I lost

The end of the line brings forth the sight

Through clouds in my eyes an angelic light

Redemption is here but sends only one clue

For I must examine myself and embrace the truth