To My Sister....

You stood by me when I turned around

When I closed my ears and shut off your sound

Distanced myself and was never around

and when I reached the sky you still stood your ground

I owe you my heart

I owe you my life

I owe you the gun

 The bullet 

 The knife

Ill stay by your side till morning is night

In spirit

 In sight

 Through dark 

Through light

Dont think I betrayed you that was never my plan

I endured many things you'll never understand

I stumbled through lessons I'll never forget

Through strain

emotion

 And many regrets

Now slowly I'm healing and push to regress

 And replenish what I had prior repressed

I'll repair the tissue I burnt so deep

And reap the scars beneath their heat

Ill continue to bring my senses to peak

And rebuild what I lost through my guilt streak

please forgive me